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Tis few days i felt very tired coz mum no at home so i nid to take care my house n my aunt who juz finish her operation..so i nid to rush here n there..almost noon i will go to hospital there take care my aunt..last nite my dear ask me acc him n his grandparent to view d parade..after tat i went home to take my rest.n suddenly my dear sms me n tell me tat he very stress n plan to drink beer till drunk n even wanna xXx.when i read through d sms,i felt so hurt coz i cant b d one who can hlp him walk out from his stress.i feel myself so useless,u know~will i b my dear's angel?he told me lots thgs by sms last nite..those thgs he never tell me bfore,mayb he never know he make me more worry about him.i know his feeling to me n i never suspicion him.coz i know trust is d most important way to let d relationship stay longer.i really hope he will tell me more bout his pro.mayb i cant hlp but i will at d bak there give him fully support.besides,my best sista who having her marriage n family pro,i also will support her anytime coz i know nothing is impossible.many things happen make me very mistiness what situation n character should i act to help everything under my control?tis year many things happen n i wish after those unluckily or saddness things,lucky is wave d hand with us~HaPpy g0 LucKy,right?

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Tis few day actually smth happen make my mood bcm quite down but i hide everythg in heart n dont even speak up to anyone..one of my best fren having pro with her family n her marriage.i cant hlp at all coz i am a third party..my family?my sis n my mum quarrel last nite make them dont talk to each other..smtime i really wanna tell my dear but when i notice he is stress with his family n everytime i noticed tat he was very enjoy n happy with his frens,make me b quite n face those thgs alone.i dont wan make him unhappy coz he also nid to face many thgs..last nite i saw my mum drop her tears after quarrel with my sis..i feel so sad n i try to persuade my sis n my mum but seem my mum dont like to speak lots with me..what can i do?i really wish my sis will stand on my mum side n thk.everytime i bak hometown,i hate to c tis situation!!i want have a warm family!!God pls let everythg will b solve so tat i have a harmony family~

thanks dear

Today dear buy lots of things to me,i really feel super bliss..i know u love n care me lots till nothing can replace at all coz u make me feel tat i win everything bcoz of u~mayb sometime i make u very angry or i dont trust u coz i really is a gal who need lots of safety..forgive me,dear~i know u try many ways to let me know tat u love me very much n i am d one who u care most..juz i so childish tat make u angry!!sorry about everything..i love u,dear~muaks!!still remember tat i told u before i trust u tat i am d one who u love d most deep in heart coz i can feel it by my warm heart~