Blurry

Tis few days i felt very tired coz mum no at home so i nid to take care my house n my aunt who juz finish her operation..so i nid to rush here n there..almost noon i will go to hospital there take care my aunt..last nite my dear ask me acc him n his grandparent to view d parade..after tat i went home to take my rest.n suddenly my dear sms me n tell me tat he very stress n plan to drink beer till drunk n even wanna xXx.when i read through d sms,i felt so hurt coz i cant b d one who can hlp him walk out from his stress.i feel myself so useless,u know~will i b my dear's angel?he told me lots thgs by sms last nite..those thgs he never tell me bfore,mayb he never know he make me more worry about him.i know his feeling to me n i never suspicion him.coz i know trust is d most important way to let d relationship stay longer.i really hope he will tell me more bout his pro.mayb i cant hlp but i will at d bak there give him fully support.besides,my best sista who having her marriage n family pro,i also will support her anytime coz i know nothing is impossible.many things happen make me very mistiness what situation n character should i act to help everything under my control?tis year many things happen n i wish after those unluckily or saddness things,lucky is wave d hand with us~HaPpy g0 LucKy,right?

down

Tis few day actually smth happen make my mood bcm quite down but i hide everythg in heart n dont even speak up to anyone..one of my best fren having pro with her family n her marriage.i cant hlp at all coz i am a third party..my family?my sis n my mum quarrel last nite make them dont talk to each other..smtime i really wanna tell my dear but when i notice he is stress with his family n everytime i noticed tat he was very enjoy n happy with his frens,make me b quite n face those thgs alone.i dont wan make him unhappy coz he also nid to face many thgs..last nite i saw my mum drop her tears after quarrel with my sis..i feel so sad n i try to persuade my sis n my mum but seem my mum dont like to speak lots with me..what can i do?i really wish my sis will stand on my mum side n thk.everytime i bak hometown,i hate to c tis situation!!i want have a warm family!!God pls let everythg will b solve so tat i have a harmony family~

thanks dear

Today dear buy lots of things to me,i really feel super bliss..i know u love n care me lots till nothing can replace at all coz u make me feel tat i win everything bcoz of u~mayb sometime i make u very angry or i dont trust u coz i really is a gal who need lots of safety..forgive me,dear~i know u try many ways to let me know tat u love me very much n i am d one who u care most..juz i so childish tat make u angry!!sorry about everything..i love u,dear~muaks!!still remember tat i told u before i trust u tat i am d one who u love d most deep in heart coz i can feel it by my warm heart~

Clubing nite

Long time dont go clubbing,saturday nite go 3c clubbing with dear,hermes,cindy babe,wis n hermes's sis n others..bcoz of 2 dj from kch n one from kl coming to 3c so many people go clubbing..i really cant imagine we can drink 2 bottle of vodka and some heineken..really fun but little bit hot inside there maybe too many ppl gua..i really feel warm coz my dear's frens all really very nice talking so can make me feel enjoyable..

Look little bit drunk of me..so eye look so small

Finally take a nice photo as memory with my dear

hate!!!

Come bak hometown juz few days only but i hate d situation so much!!i cant have an equable days!!why??i just wish everytime when i back home,i dont want to listen d true n lie..dont ask me which one is true n which one is lie??coz i oso dont know..i lazy to care at all!!is all terrible like hell!!!anyone know my feeling?anyone understanding me or not?i always stuck in a dire way..pls!!!i wanna leave in this type of way~if can i hope i dont want to listen anythg anymore..those all things for me is RUBBISH!!!!!!Got any place let me free of those things n tattle..I HATE IT SO...MUCH!!!Pls dont ask me i believe who coz i just believe my feeling n mind!!ur guys make me feel like no ppl can trust in this world..is tat ur guys wan me be like tat??

boring

Last night i bak to my hometown..bcoz of d holiday so i bak home..even go out already for few months but cbu still d same like bfore..nth changing not like sabah there really change a lot everytime i bak to sabah there study again..start from today i can online at home anytime le..so happy~yeah:)feeling boring then playing d webcam there n take d photo..hehe..;)

taking photo with my pyjamas

another one with my baby boy~ah di

Free & Touch

Finally,i finish my final..feel so free n relax right now..i can sleep well n enough coz tis few days i juz slp for 3 or 4 hours per day..non-stop examing make my power from 100 turn to 0 right now.Actually after exam i wan to bak home n take my rest but my dear force me to go 1 borneo..bfore i really angry him coz i already damn tired n dont got power already, and him still wan me to go 1 borneo..at d end,i juz now my frens them wanna hlp me celebrate d birthday..even late for one days but i still feel very touching..n forget all d tiredness..really thanks a lots..make me feel so touching coz we all already very tired but they still wan to hlp me celebrate it:)what ur guys did for me i will always put in heart n wont forget..really thanks~besides from saying thank you,i also dont know need to say what to ur guys~n my favourite cake black forest from ur guys..i miss it so much coz long time dont eat it;)by d way need to say sorry to my dear coz i keep scolding u when we on d way to 1 borneo by saying tat u re not care my feeling:p actually u n them wan give me d surprised..even d surprised had been suspected by me but nvm..i still appreciate it so much:)

p/s :thanks ur guys n i appreciate it so........much!!!!!!!

Celebrating my chinese birthday

Yesterday was my chinese birthday so my dear help me celebrated it coz when reach my real birthday, we are having our final exam so cant celebrate it on tat day:)reach 22 year olds le..plan to do what leh?still thking..wondering..dreaming..??dont noe..my brain right now is empty coz i muz study well for my final exam..d most suffer week for me..start from tomorrow i will b very buzy n study till midnite..but after thursday i will free like hell coz i finish my exam tat time le..dear plan to bring me go to relax after d exam(thursday)..start dreaming tat day coming..STOP!!stop dreaming le must study for final right now~no others in my mind..if not i cant concentrate study well~i wan get better than last sem!!!gambateh!!!!!!:)

Sick + Final Exam

Tomorrow going to start my final exam le but i am feeling super sick right now..dont noe what happen to me?even last nite i already took d medicine but feel like nth changing,feel so suffer now n keep sneeze..luckily whole week juz going to sit for one paper exam if not,i really cant study with tis situation!!I wan to get good result so pls let me recover soon n study well for my final exam~hope god will listen what i pray!!
Going bak to hometown soon again but till now hvn buy d ticket yet~plan going to play after final then juz bak to hometown..now dont thk those thgs 1st,study well n get ready for my final exam then juz play~hehe..continue study again..

9th month anniversary

9th month anniversary

Yesterday is my dear n me together 9th month anniversary..9th month?long o not?for us still not coz we wish to be together till our life end~will we?i wish we will be!!

Even though last nite we having dinner with others our coursemate but in our heart we appreciate d day we belong to each others..Last nite went to Upperstar again with coursemate n friends..Adore d lamp chop with mushroom favor so much~n chocktrail tat only at Upperstar there which called "Upperstar" too so much..

My ODM watch with silver color by dear

Dear's Nike Led watch by babe dotey

Relaxing after assignment

Last nite,my dear,nian yi and me went to watch movie. The movie name called "Fury".is a thailand movie with alots of action inside there..really a nice movie and valueable.Tat gal really got real kung fu that make ppl feel she very fearfulness.She look nice too..inside tat movie still got japanese guy there..i like tat japanese guy coz he look smart:)

After tat,we went to have our dinner at "Sing Wang Hong Kong Restaurant" but make dear unhappy coz nian yi always follow what he order..not juz once but is many time.can say is all d time..so finally dear juz order curry rice n he order black pepper chicken chop with rice..what i order?i order a seafood wat dan hor..i adore it so much..

My seafood Wat Dan Hor..big set leh?

After few minutes to go...

My Wah Dan Hor really super delicious so even big set but i still can finish it by myself:)

Non-stop working

Long time didn't update my blog..buzy with my assignments totally got 3 wanna submit in tis week...wake up early tis morning then keep doing my assignment till juz now about 2pm..tired!!Luckily i almost finish everythg juz leave some tat i should ask my coursemate them then i juz realize how to do d last part..non-stop working make me dont even noticed d time was going so fast~Hmm,but i still dont forget my lunch coz tis morning dont even take breakfast.I juz doing my works directly when i wake up n clean myself..Wuu,my maggie mee save my hungry!!but going to eat less instant mee coz not good for health actually.But wanna save money so instant mee is my best choice.
Later still got group meeting to go,better rest now then later juz got power to go meeting..continue my work again after i bak from meeting~tat's d end for my blog today coz really tired now!!

Fun till enjoyable

Last night,my dear, me and nian yi went to 1 borneo..tat's really fun tat we went to hotspot which with steamboat and bbq by costing around RM25 per person..we take a lot of food to eat till our tummy super full..i am d one who eat most around 3 of us..gosh!!unbelievable,right? but i really do coz i really hungry..d waiter and waitress was shocked tat i juz a gal who can eat such much especially i eat almost 25 prawns:)really delicious n d crab,beef with satay favour..i thk next time 3 of us go there again, they sure will scared us

After we walked out from tat hotspot, three of us go to have a walk till we went to d photoshop n my dear and i take d photo there..really like those photo so much n feel sweet,bliss with dear~

Tat's the feeling so true in heart

Around 9 smth then we plan to bak home coz seem nth to shop anymore..the night still early for us then we went to take supper at 12smth..i juz acc my dear and nian yi coz i still super full:)3 of us really crazy till we can non stop eating..even we bak from 1 Borneo with full tummy but we still can eat doughnut from BIG APPLE which d most popular shop by selling doughnut only, then supper..:)

Dear feel unwell last night,i wan to take care him like bfore when i fall sick..must recover soon,dear~but he seem better tis morning..;)babe sayang sayang u ar~

Oversleep

Actually last nite my dear plan to bring me go to the Gaya Street to have a walk coz long time we dont go..but i when my alarm rang,i stop it n slp again..tis few days,my dear and i nid to wake up early for our assignment work like interview,take video and so on..tat's y i let my dear to slp more seem he still very sleepy n tired!!Luckily almost all d assignment finish done~juz leave somemore only:)

We cancel our plan tis morning but i have another plan..seem both of us feel very sighz stay in room everyday so i plan to go town have a walk tonight.We go CP have a walk 1st so tat my dear can survey d hp tat he wanna buy then we go to have dinner then go for a walk again. After tat we bak home again...tomoro noon nid to go uni again..so muz come bak early to take our rest


My dear still sleeping there then i juz alone stay in room by facing my laptop there..i thk i better do d assignment 1st then i can enjoy tonight without any stress about the assignment..