hate!!!

Come bak hometown juz few days only but i hate d situation so much!!i cant have an equable days!!why??i just wish everytime when i back home,i dont want to listen d true n lie..dont ask me which one is true n which one is lie??coz i oso dont know..i lazy to care at all!!is all terrible like hell!!!anyone know my feeling?anyone understanding me or not?i always stuck in a dire way..pls!!!i wanna leave in this type of way~if can i hope i dont want to listen anythg anymore..those all things for me is RUBBISH!!!!!!Got any place let me free of those things n tattle..I HATE IT SO...MUCH!!!Pls dont ask me i believe who coz i just believe my feeling n mind!!ur guys make me feel like no ppl can trust in this world..is tat ur guys wan me be like tat??