My Life Right Now

My life is damn tired with my part time job as a promoter and a student. Feel damn stress sometime and emotion. I really dont know why I will become like this? I can angry myself suddenly and blaming myself doesn't do everything perfect. I admit I am a gal who always want to do everything till perfect even I know it will make me become more and more exhausted but it seem like I can't control myself to stop this damn behavior. I need to have a break? But when? Nowsaday's I always busy in working and studying. Just know when I called to mummy and talk to her. I tell her I still can forbear everything coz I dont want to let her worrry about me. So i false to become strong in front of her. Maybe becoz of my contumacy so I need to show that I can face everything even I was tired over here. After when I hang down our talk. I miss my family so much!! Dont know when I will going back again? Now I really can realize that the feeling of missing home. Even when at hometown, I will listen some words that hurt me but that's the place always make me have a break then I continue my journey again!!

KK trip

I just bring my grandaparent and my aunt went to some place of Kota Kinabalu coz time wasn't enough this time. I bring them to go Kundasang which is the most important part for every tourist to come Kota Kinabalu coz is really a good place to have a walk and view the scenery. Besides, we had went to the Cactus Garden, Rose Garden which at somewhere in Kundasang.

Anyhow, i will show some photo we had taken in this short trip.

Pretty and lots roses

At Cactus Garden

With the white rose

My grandparent and aunt at Perkasa Hotel

p/s : look my aunt look so cute with the pose and she already 50++

Kinabalu Park

My aunt with avocado juice at Tanjung Aru Beach

She finished it alone *clap hands*

Uncle's wedding

Well, as i mention at my previous blog about my uncle's wedding. His wedding was lastly finish will happy ending at 8th August 2009. Me, as the bridesmaid for the wedding. It was my second time experience as a bridesmaid. Honestly, i was mistiness that morning before the wedding started coz i not really understand the whole wedding. But lastly when i reached the church, someone was very kindly and telling me the part that i should play in the whole wedding.

I forced to wake up around 6.30am to go to the Promenade Hotel to have my make up together with the bride. Luckily, my aunt accompany me coz it was damn boring when i was waiting to reach my turn. Around 9.15am the bridegroom and his brother came. Well, what was happen? Bride's sisters was asking the bridegroom to do 20 push up, sing a song, drink the chilli with honey, use the ass to write the bride and bridegroom name and hug the bride for lasting 2 minutes. It was really like what we had saw in Hong Kong's drama.


Before i let the photo do the talk, I need to mention that the bride is Chinese Indonesian but her family is staying at Singapore now. So, the wedding was totally different with my last experience. Here's to go the photo

Just reached the church

Back look of my grande toilette

Group photo

My dear and I

Dinner part of the wedding

p/s : maybe will upload more photo at Facebook

New Look Laptop

I adore my latest look for my laptop. It make my laptop look more nice than before. Well, laptop is one of my favourite things especially when i am boring, it make my days.

Later 3 something, i need go to airport fetch my grandparent and aunt who going to reach KK here for attend my uncle's (my dad's cousin) wedding in this coming Saturday. I also waiting my things too. Coz i ask something from my mum and she asked my aunt to give me. Well, i going to rest a while coz i just back from class. Anyway, have a nice day!!