Confused

Dont know why this few days I got d feeling of confusing. Maybe at the beginning I had done the wrong decision. If everything never started before, I think I will more happy right now. Even everything had happend long long ago but I admit I am a gal who still like to ask something happened before. Do you know why? Coz i CARE!! Is this answer enough for u? I HATE people cheating me!! Dont treat me as a child, ok? Sometime I acted I dont know everything is giving you a chance to honest in front of me when u get ready. But what happen at the last? U still hiding your secret to me? Maybe I am not mature enough. Whatever, If u think that's the way you feel better than I really nothing to say. Coz that's you past and maybe you will think that you re not responsible to tell me so much things. So just treat me talkative. Now I will keep everything silent in heart. Pls dont blame me for hiding everything inside my heart coz this is what you teach me!!