1 year anniversary

How to mention about me n my dear 1 year anniversary leh??actually d celebration really super different!!We countdown our day at Happy Valley Cafe where at Kch there..then we had our bus journey from kch to cbu at noon.so totally can said that we celebration was on d way bak to our hometown,sibu:)for me,tat's enough already coz as long as we love n care each other everyday then everyday is valentine day!!i love my dear!!thanks for everythg tat u had given to me.i know u try very hard to made it for me~i will always remember everythg tat u had told me bfore~let us make everythg under our control!!

UK Fun Fair

Another trip with my coursemate again..tat's UK Fun Fair at Kota Kinabalu,Sabah.Someone is enjoying n someone scared..haha..ur guys know who re scared,right??feel like we got lots of trip in tis sem;)by d way,we re planning for our coming trip again after cny!wu..tis sem is busy with our stuff n our trip!!i love d UK Fun Fair so much coz really more fun than organized by Malaysia.i mean like when last time i bak to my hometown,tat's a fun fair too over cbu there but really very boring.like nothing to play n especially d game really not fun n exticed at all.depend to tis fun fair,here got more games to play with full of fun!besides,1st time i had d Ferris wheel with my dear~by viewing d Kota Kinabalu scenery.feel like romantic to sit together with my dear~then i had my roller coaster with my coursemate them.but d only one game tat i dont dare to play is ghost train.coz i scared i will have a nightmare after tat..

A sweet kiss from my dear at Ferris Wheel

Kellybays trip

Last weekend,i went to kellybays with a gang of my coursemate..really super duper fun till we dont wanna bak from there..we all been crazy over there:)for me at nite really quite boring there coz no water sport is allowed to play at nite..but we had our camp fire at nite~had our 1st time experience of surfing,banana boat n etc..two day one night trip really tired for us coz we nid to rush for finding our journal for tat puan nurul class after we bak from there..even though we still got journal nid to find but we still very enjoying in our kellybays trip!!full of laughing,screaming,chatting,shouting..guys,we will go to kellybays again second time or other place as our target!!waiting for d trip coming again;)I love d banana boat so much!unlimited playing banana boat for me is d most fun time~

All the gals re taking photo at jetty of borneo kellybays

Beach of the kellybays

Banana boat time!!yeapi~

Making our camp for our bed time

Night time at borneo kellybays with d camp fire

Ah Xiang & Lin Fen + Me & My Dear

They re looking for any crabs or fish we will catch

Here is the crab tat we caught

Me & my dear's batik tat make by ourselves at there

My baby boy & me at our camp

Really is d fun time for us in kellybays!!love d moment so much:)

2009

Everyone had a happy new year 2009 but for me i had a bad countdown at home with my busy stuff..besides tat,tis morning having my breakfast with my family..tat worker forget help me take my order so she gave me a soup mee as apologize.but we still got pay d money.i dislike tat mee but when i told my parent..they show black face to me so i force to eat..i really very unwilling to eat tat mee..i feel myself so tiny in tis family!!no ppl will care my feeling at all..when i ask my sis about d line at home,but she felt like unhappy then she went to complain with my mum then my mum scold me again.what d f*cking day for me for 2009.juz d beginning for d 2009,i already very super unhappy at all!!i really try my best to done my best but what i get it at d last?my sis who juz bak from australia also keep complain n say me tis n tat..i already very tolerance enough,dont even complain bak juz keep it silent but pls i also got amour-propre..i really cant endure at all so i nid to force myself dont drop down my tears to show i am weak~no way!!i will b strong!!i really wish i can bak to sabah there now~but still got few more days to go..i learn a lesson again today,dont speak out my feeling to anyone juz keep everything in my tiny heart,tat's enough for it.

unhappy new year for nichole dotey~

Blurry

Tis few days i felt very tired coz mum no at home so i nid to take care my house n my aunt who juz finish her operation..so i nid to rush here n there..almost noon i will go to hospital there take care my aunt..last nite my dear ask me acc him n his grandparent to view d parade..after tat i went home to take my rest.n suddenly my dear sms me n tell me tat he very stress n plan to drink beer till drunk n even wanna xXx.when i read through d sms,i felt so hurt coz i cant b d one who can hlp him walk out from his stress.i feel myself so useless,u know~will i b my dear's angel?he told me lots thgs by sms last nite..those thgs he never tell me bfore,mayb he never know he make me more worry about him.i know his feeling to me n i never suspicion him.coz i know trust is d most important way to let d relationship stay longer.i really hope he will tell me more bout his pro.mayb i cant hlp but i will at d bak there give him fully support.besides,my best sista who having her marriage n family pro,i also will support her anytime coz i know nothing is impossible.many things happen make me very mistiness what situation n character should i act to help everything under my control?tis year many things happen n i wish after those unluckily or saddness things,lucky is wave d hand with us~HaPpy g0 LucKy,right?

down

Tis few day actually smth happen make my mood bcm quite down but i hide everythg in heart n dont even speak up to anyone..one of my best fren having pro with her family n her marriage.i cant hlp at all coz i am a third party..my family?my sis n my mum quarrel last nite make them dont talk to each other..smtime i really wanna tell my dear but when i notice he is stress with his family n everytime i noticed tat he was very enjoy n happy with his frens,make me b quite n face those thgs alone.i dont wan make him unhappy coz he also nid to face many thgs..last nite i saw my mum drop her tears after quarrel with my sis..i feel so sad n i try to persuade my sis n my mum but seem my mum dont like to speak lots with me..what can i do?i really wish my sis will stand on my mum side n thk.everytime i bak hometown,i hate to c tis situation!!i want have a warm family!!God pls let everythg will b solve so tat i have a harmony family~

thanks dear

Today dear buy lots of things to me,i really feel super bliss..i know u love n care me lots till nothing can replace at all coz u make me feel tat i win everything bcoz of u~mayb sometime i make u very angry or i dont trust u coz i really is a gal who need lots of safety..forgive me,dear~i know u try many ways to let me know tat u love me very much n i am d one who u care most..juz i so childish tat make u angry!!sorry about everything..i love u,dear~muaks!!still remember tat i told u before i trust u tat i am d one who u love d most deep in heart coz i can feel it by my warm heart~